Love. Love. Love. Ahhhh.

Smiles. Love. sweet baby smell. So sweet. amazing baby laugh. kisses. splashes. whispers. screams. loud. loud. love love. my baby. my baby. Kai. Ocean. Kai. Ocean. Kai. Kisses. Playing. Rolling. Laughing. Need to sleep.

Uh-Oh

headache. work. tax-season. hormones. lawsuits. hormones. no sleep. little help. obsession. hormones. school. what? school. yes, school. hormones. baby. baby baby. hot-flashes. hormones. breast -feeding=crazy hormones. birth certificate. documents. doctors. praying. praying. praying. God. no sleep. ouch. no eat. thirsty. boring meetings. ouch headache. dizzy. blind spots. scared. doctors appointments. work work work. paper due. paper due. eat? Drink? cupakes.